From around 1995 until 2000, I don’t remember the Star Wars trilogy ever being on TV. This is probably due to the rerelease of the remastered Star Wars trilogy in 1997, and the ensuing broadcasting rights issues. But whatever the reason, my primary source of Star Wars goodness came from poor quality videos taped off the TV. I think I watched the Empire Strikes Back cassette about 100 times over that period; it is definitely number one when it comes to my list of most watched films of all time.
My top 10 favourite film list changes on an almost daily basis, but for as long as I can remember the Empire Strikes Back has always been included (at the moment it’s around 3, after the Taxi driver and Serpico). It’s engaging storyline, action sequences and characters make it a film that often fairs well in top movie lists (see the Empire top 500 or IMDB top 250). As a kid, I loved the light saber fights and Yoda, and while these scenes still excite my emotions, I am now drawn to Vader’s character and the twists in the storyline.

Darth Vader, "Who's your daddy?"
Anyway, this year I’ve kept a diary of the films I watch. It’s a bit geeky but it acts as a reminder of what I’ve seen over the last year. One of the reasons I started it was to see how many times I watched the Empire Strikes Back in a year. In an odd twist of circumstances, it has made me watch more films that I haven’t seen before or that I’ve not seen many times, and consequently I have only seen Empire once this year (I have watched Step Brothers 4 times, Watchmen 5 times and Dracula 3 times though).
When you watch a film to excess, it begins to take a new form. Scenes have cropped up in my dreams, I’ve quoted monologues down the pub, I’ve noticed minute details that would escape most people’s attentions. But most importantly, I have a connection to the film that I can’t fully explain. The random Star Wars quotes that I spout on an almost daily basis are not for my own amusement, but have become part of my vernacular. The impact of this film on my life, as I am sure with others, is that a part of me identifies with a movie that is based in a reality unimaginably further from my own.
